stuck in a moment defined:

when entrapped in a reality of repairing and preparing that I can’t happen
rather than spiraling like a mad dog chasing its tail, destined to vomit
center towards heaven…

Job 16:19 & 20
there must be someone in heaven who knows the truth about me,
in highest heaven, some Attorney who can clear my name – my Champion, my Friend…

my battle prayer for the moment
prayer did not work for me when it only bookmarked my day or prefaced a meal
prayer is air, glucose and light
air, glucose and light seeking Sound from heaven

guilty of praising the past
guilty of romanticizing the future
most guilty of robbing the present

become more constructive and positive with reflection so growth can happen
become more disciplined and faithful with vision and dream so that my future can happen

purge the powers of the pouts for the past

distinguish day dreams of diversion from vision, dream and purpose

stop defying sorts of evolutions
stop resisting Greater creative intention
stop the entropy reign

this!
this is the enucleation of me for Thee!

Psalm 24:3-5
Who can climb Mount God?
Who can scale the holy north-face?
Only the clean-handed,
Only the pure hearted…
God is at their side;
With God’s help they make it.